Cheryl Rainfield Quotes

“Other times, I look at my scars and see something else: a girl who was trying to cope with something horrible that she should never have had to live through at all. My scars show pain and suffering, but they also show my will to survive. They're part of my history that'll always be there.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“You can see when someone's been hurt the way I was. It's obvious. Something changes in their eyes; pain becomes their center, even when they try to hide it.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“You don't deserve the anger you're turning on yourself. Your abuser's the one who does.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“I think you've got to get out whatever's hurting you through your art, so it doesn't twist you up inside.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“I know you're upset, I know you're scared, but don't walk away.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“And I'm still alive. That's what I have to focus on. Because I want to live. Even now I can't let myself give up. And that's something I didn't know about myself before - that I have such dogged determination and strength. That I can be completely focused on a goal and work long past what I thought my endurance was, when I have to.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“If I don't do what feels right to me, what I need and want to do, then am I really living?”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“I hate my body Hate what it remembers. Hate what it let him do.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“The lack of human voices really gets to me. I never realized that we need to talk with other people just to know that we exist. That we matter. Loneliness is a howling, empty cavern inside of me that just keeps growing.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“I was focused before - obsessed, really - with the appearance of perfection. But what did that ever bring me but pain? Pain and not seeing people for who they really are. If I ever get out of here, I'll look at people differently. I'll look for their true selves beneath the mask of their bodies. I'll look at soul.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

When some people in the crowd act shocked or repulsed, Diamond calmly tells them her scars are part of her past, part of what made her who she is.

— Cheryl Rainfield

“I know I'm not to blame for what he did. And I know, too, that I am strong inside
stronger than I ever realized.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“Self-Injury Awareness Day is on March 1, worldwide.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“I've never seen her defend herself the way she defends other people. It's like she thinks she doesn't deserve it, or maybe she thinks she doesn't need it.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“If I want to get out of here, I have to be the one to save myself.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“I should know better than anyone
you can't tell who a person is just from his looks.”

— Cheryl Rainfield

“In Maybe I Will, Laurie Gray writes about important topics that teens need to talk about, including sexual assault, friendship, and alcoholism or self-destructive behaviors that result from trauma. Maybe I Will may help some teens know they're not alone.”

— Cheryl Rainfield